Listenin' ......tryin to anyway...

I'm sitting here wondering what to do next. At this rate all my kids are grown and gone....the life I had before is now very quiet. Even when I'm not alone, I still feel alone. I'm so tired of everything being so surface! What happened to knowing someone...really knowing them?
At this point, I can only speculate that they're just not wanting to be known. There are just wayyyyy to many secrets....too many things people are hiding.....and it's sad.
To be so stuck, so miserable, so selfish.
But secrets find you out....and so will theirs....... they already have started..........

hot and cold

You know....sometimes you have these days....but Lord, these days are getting lonely.....
I am Screaming inside for someone to talk to ....really really talk to ....to discuss things with ....learn things with......
SCREAMING!!!!!!